Well, my house nearly crumbled down around my ears, and my kids think I never cook any more, but here you are!  I want you to know I love you, and we are praying for you!  I spent all day posting just for you1  oh, I had fun doing it! 

I wish I could tell you life will get easier, but I have learned that the older I get, the harder it gets!  Just when I think I am in a groove, I hit a bump!  I suppose we need to look at it as God's way of poking us to make sure we know we still need him!  He loves us and he wants us to grow to be the magnificent creatures he plans for us to be!  We can't do that under ordinary circumstances!  It just isn't possible!  So, say your prayers, and love your baby for just who she is right now!  Today is the only day you know you have for sure!  Tomorrow is a mystery, and may never come!  Revel in the simple private sweetness that you have for now!  You will need these memories when she makes you really mad someday! = } 

Again, I love you!  And so does your Father in Heaven!